Finally, it's going to conclude next week. I don't know what will be the result, but sth else is bothering me.
If it's successful, some of my dreams will come true, my life and perception will change dramatically and very probable that my die-hard personality will change too. My family and friends will be very happy for me, as I finally will have a chance to experience the life experiences of others which I've always been envious of.
But as usual, huge gains is accompanied by huge losses. I realised this immediately and know what else may be changed. I don't know if I have made the right decision to pursue this endeavour in the 1st place, because the impact of this change on me is large. I don't know how this progresses with time, but I really hope it won't turn out to be the worst case scenario which I imagined it to be, as they usually happen on me.
I hope I'm strong enough to overcome these challenges as time passes by. God bless!
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