Time for Action?

After yesterday night's MSN Chat of The Week of the theme "Random MatchMaking", I kept tossing over my bed for over an hour, couldn't sleep at all! The moment I closed my eyes, snippets of the conversation flashed through my mind. Haiz, what's happening?

Actually I understand what you all were talking about...

It's just that, in my current state, no relationship will be successful. Why?

It's not because of too shy or too scared of being rejected.

It's because I'm not prepared for it yet.

Maybe it's simply because I know myself too well (especially my weaknesses).

If I naively plunge into it, assuming "it may work", then it'll be a mess.

So I'd rather not start it off.

You may say, "How do you know when you never even try it?"

Well, I am willing to try only when I feel :

1) There is a high possibility that it'll work out in the end

2) The feelings are right

If you ask me, are there any suitable ones around?

Probably yes.

But is it time for action?

Hmm not now, after I start working maybe. Why?

Because it isn't my priority now and

I also need time, as I cannot change to be much better overnight

Haha, that's all I can say!