A Simple Way of Life

This semester has been really a super busy one. Now I truly understand why our seniors always hogged on the computers in labs. I feel more like a computer engineer than a chemical engineer!

Finally tonight I can sit down, relax & listen to music & watch my favourite Bleach anime. A simple way to experience life! A thing which I have always wished to do everyday before sleep.

Opening Mind, Accepting Changes

I always think that I'm somewhat lucky, in a sense that people come to my aid when I really need it.

After much valuable advice from a friend, I managed to view long-standing problems with a new light. Now I know what I have to do.I'm really grateful and look forward to a better tomorrow.

Hmm, recently many good friends surrounding me are changing. Maybe it's because of the pressure of the final year. It's so fast paced & overloaded to the extent that all of us have been constantly burying ourselves in labs & computers. Well, it's good to a certain extent, but still, people need to 慢一点 to see what's happening in their surroundings, especially take more notice of your precious friends & don't ignore them :)

The only thing which is constant in this world is the change itself

Work-Life Balance. Possible?

I've been wondering this issue for many years. I have come to a summary today.

In poly days, I focused solely on studies, hence no life.

In university days, I focused more on life, hence compromising my studies & work.

My brother told me the way I do things are extreme. I reflected on it & realised it's true. Maybe it's the environment and the things I have gone through which made me adopt this style of doing things.

Now, I really wish I can relax and try to experience what life is all about. But for 1 particular aspect, I have sinked too deep into it, making myself so miserable. I wish I could just ignore and forget about it. But it's simply too difficult.

Again, I clinged onto something too much. Why am I so stubborn? I really don't understand myself :(

中秋节 @ 南大云南园

在这个花好月圆的晚上，我们这一群书生们, 优哉游哉的一同在云南园里散步。

皇上家道!

Oops, 皇上睡着了...

工程与社会 组合 A @ 食堂 B

好难得的和照

提这灯笼的感觉真好！

工程与社会 组合 D @ 云南园

南大 化学与生物分子工程 嫦娥

Wah! 真够 techno!

Jia Yee, 你在做什么?

我们回家了. 再见！

经年的中秋真难忘 :)

Virgoans, 生日快乐!

Phew, finally has time to post this. So busy lar!

Ok, who are the Virgoans? Find it out as you read along :)

It's quite obvious who's the BOSS here right?

Virgo 一号

Virgo 二号

The Rankine Power!

So honoured to have 3 of the ATP Flowers to take this pic with us :)

JY: "Please.. please.. Listen to my 冷笑话"

TK: "I shall ignore you"

SZ: "Zzz.. I'm so sleepy lar"

JY: "Oh no... How can you all ignore me? Hmpf!"

Arigato gozaimasu for celebrating my birthday on 29 Aug 2008 & treating me Seafood Pasta & a cake at Billy Bombers (JP). So 感动 lor!

是误解还是事实？

笑不出
哭不出
表达不出
苦中说不出

已经忘了这么思考
已经忘了这么解释
已经忘了这么回答

他是笨的
他是幼稚的
他是没有用的

他不应该来到这个世界
因为这个世界根本不属于他

My Future, So Near Yet So Distant

I don't know what happened. Nowadays, I frequently had a feeling that I'm so stupid & blur. Felt tired most of the time & had to ask people to repeat what they told or asked me. People must have been very fed up with me. So sorry if you are 1 of them.

Recently the problem of future career plans also surfaced. Before that, I already set my mind on pharma or biopharma industry. But recent discussions with people around me stir up my mind. Will I earn enough if I continue to work in as an engineer? A lot of times, I seriously wonder if I have what it takes to be a businessman or entrepreneur. I thought before that maybe I can become a technopreneur, to satisfy my interest in technologies, at the same time be more entrepreneurial. Maybe I can develop some practical & novel technologies which I can market. Sounds too far-fetched for a person like me? Haha, maybe possible after I got my MIT Masters degree. As if I can get in...

Nowadays, my life is flooded with projects and assignments. I've been trying to be more hardworking than last sem. Somehow I'm still very slack. It's so hard to recover to the super-high enthusiasm level in my poly days.

Never mind, I shall continue trying. Never let failures get in the way to success!

Let Go and Move On

In life, misery is often due to not letting go
Simply because of a ray of hope

Although I know it's impossible right from the start
I still attempted it, with enthusiasm and optimism
When the truth lies flat in front of your eyes
It's pointless to indulge in self-delusion anymore

After struggling for quite some time
I finally decided to let it go, bit by bit
It's time to wake up from that dream
A dream that will never come true

It's alright, we grow when we make mistakes
It's part and parcel of life